dear diary

HI! (:

2012-01-11T23:39:00.001+08:00

Just came back after my so called "walk in London" /:

I call it walk, cause I didn't really shop ): just bought a purse which I saw the other day and a Subway /:

It's so boring shopping alone ): I don't get to talk to anybody but the shop keeper D; I want someone to shop with me so they can hear me chitter chatter ): plus I'm very indecisive according to Ling Hong /: so I need people to come shopping with me D: I know I sound like a whiny spoilt child /:

:D Am trying this new flavor called "Chicken Tika" /: guess it's not new here, but just new to me, anyways! :P

My sub on my pink keyboard (: which was RM30 -wink wink-

And the bread is called Italian herb and Cheese (: no more Parmesan cheese for me D:

Okay I shall not take a photo of the insides cause let's face it, it's pretty gross with the sauce and everything /: but honestly it's pretty small! D; i think smaller than in Malaysia, I can imagine Miyo grinning now and wishing for a Subway :P I'd just have to fill my stomach with the diet coke I got or something /:

Basically Chicken Tika is just popcorn chicken like chicken, with some kind of kunyit colour, orangey-yellow /:

Less talk! More eat! Will update soon (: BYE!

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Meh

2012-01-11T03:58:00.004+08:00

MEHH :/

I'm sorry for the lack of updates :/ I'm too lazy, will update when I have the mood:x

Feeling so bored lately ): helppp

GREETINGS BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE :D

2012-01-06T08:05:00.009+08:00

GREETINGS BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE FROM THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CITY IN THE WORLD :D

Well not, MOST beautiful but one OF the most beautiful :P

A lil bit on my arrival of my trip before I head to bed :P btw It's 12am in London and 8am in KL so yea, in CASE you were wondering (in which cases you're probably not) haha

I took the AirAsia flight to London for 15 hours. It was immense and utter torture! -___- Allow me to illustrate.

It was a 15 HOUR FLIGHT, my laptop ran out of battery, I have motion sickness so I can't read, I was feeling too dizzy to even turn on my phone to listen to music, my hoodie was too distracting to lean back on, I needed to stretch my legs but I sit in the middle so it's pretty hard, PLUS! What can you do? walk back and forth till people start staring at you like some delusional maniac? Leg space was okay cause I'm short, couldn't say much for the person at the back of me.

TIP : TALL PEOPLE SHOULD NOT FLY AIR ASIA.

So, I couldn't watch anything, sleep, listen to music or read. I was practically staring at the seat in front of me for like 9 hours? -___-

Was so horrible, I only took ONE toilet break, and stretched my legs ONCE, during that toilet break. Not that I couldn't move, It's just I didn't want to, felt so.. numb ):

No joke, don't fly Air Asia, it sucks. So what if it's cheap, I rather eat cereal for a month in London than have to suffer that whole shit all over again.

Thank goodness my parents didn't book a flight back during the Easter Holidays.

But thankfully I didn't think much on the plane, or else my mind would be wandering off about home and my family and friends back there :x The single thought was, HOW AM I GONNA COME BACK IN JUNE D: I don't ever want to sit Air Asia for such a long flight. Ma and pa, if you are reading this, please don't make me go through that again ):

Arriving in London was pretty chilly, through the border was a really long line before we took the overground train :x then later we took the underground tube which was pretty much what I have to familiarize myself with for the next18 months here :P Which was PRETTY exciting, minus the huge chunk of luggages we had to drag round with :/ Oh btw, CREDITS TO LING HONG AND HER SISTER LI CHUN FOR HELPING ME SO MUCH! (((: They really took care of me and helped me a LOT! Without them, I'd probably still be at the airport crying or cursing :/

Oh yea! And at some places, there were STAIRS. Oh stairs oh stairs, art thou a bitch.

THANKFULLY! People came to our rescue! Mainly big strong men :P OH I LOVE LONDON ALREADY! Was skyping with Sarah earlier and she was like, REALLY! In Malaysia, no one gives a fuck.

The sad truth.

THATS WHY I LOVE IT HERE YO! Minus the nose blocks and the sinus, I feel pretty good now!

THE NEXT DAY!

Me and Ling Hong woke up pretty late cause we were all tired :/ then at 12 we went to Tesco! And it was my first time walking in London (without lugging round a 30kg monstrosity) It was pretty near Ling Hong's apartment but the winds were pretty chilly :x But at least I had kinda thick clothing :P

Everything here is.. okay priced I guess.. I REGRET NOT LOOKING AT THE PRICES BACK IN MALAYSIA WHEN I WENT GROCERY SHOPPING! Not that I DONT look at them, I only know prices of food that I eat like the stuff I like or something, I don't really look at fruits or veges ): So when I look at the fruits I go @___@ so expensivemeh? when in truth, after skyping with my mum, she says its more or less the price so yea ): Cause usually when I have a craving for something, lets say fruit juice, I always ask my mum to buy it from the store so I don't really know the price ): Unless its like packet drinks,when i buy in 7-eleven then I'd know :/

After Tesco, we had a pretty good lunch! Ling Hong's sis cooked the meal and Ling Hong helped prepare so again, I was clueless so I stepped aside :/ We ate RICE! :D with some Japanese curry stew with vege and meat, It was pretty good! probably cause I was kinda hungry and I'm not picky when it comes to food when I'm in a foreign country (:

It was very tasty!! Compared to the crap they serve in Air Asia

Thats the Chicken Kiev. It sucks. The vegetables look like pieces of colored crap. And the chicken tasted like KFC, but worse.

HEY! I kinda see the resemblance, see that there's carrot, potato and broccoli in both pictures? Minus the level of suckiness on the 2nd one, its really an uncanny resemblance._.

Oh and I FINALLY called my host parent, whom I'm gonna be living with for 18 months! Felt kinda bad for not contacting her back in Malaysia cause I didn't know how to, even WITH the instructions given ):

I was so nervous to call, was planning this whole conversation like what to say and will she be mad at me for calling so late ): But when I called her she was SO FRIENDLY, oh my gosh you wouldn't believe how nice she sounded! I felt so so happy and welcomed (: (: She says she can't wait to see me! :D I know its just a curtousy to say that, but STILL! I felt so happy!! :D

Oh gosh I'm LOVING it here! Everyone's so nice, and friendly (: I know I shouldn't be so naive but I shouldn't be so negative either right! This year is gonna be awesome (: I just have to be open about it!

Like some of the foreign students who come here, if they complained bout the cold weather and the difference of culture and stuff, they'll only think of home and how much they want to go back (not that I don't WANT to go back). If they do that, they won't be open to new things and new adventures round em :/

So that's why I have set my mind to try love everything here in this new country, and I KNOW I'm gonna enjoy myself here (: And leading to that, I will try so very hard to study even harder this year and challenge myself to stay here even longer without burdening my parents so much (: I WOULD work if I could, but I can't -___- my stupid visa says "WORK PROHIBITED" ever so clearly on it ): So yea ):

So now it's almost 1am here in London at 9am back home (: And yea i do miss home and my family ): not to mention my super loving friends back home ): I love you guys so much, thanks for attending outings with me and helping me through (': I miss you guys so so much! But I'll try not to linger on that thought for long, or else I'd be super home sick and be depressed all the time :/ Especially my parents, thinking they're probably at their favorite coffee shop now with awesome curry mee D: AHH! the tortureee ): And my sister, now in school lah, but probably when she gets back, stuck to Youtube or 9gag. YOU HAVE LEARNED WELL SIS. :)

Okay! It's pretty late and Ling Hong already went to bed but I'm not that tired cause I slept at 8pm just now and woke up at 11 xD but STILL! I have to sleep cause I don't know whether it's my eyes trying to deceive me or are these words I'm typing in blue. MEH! Keep staring at the screen and I'm STILL not sure.

Well goodnight for now! And good morning Malaysians!! :DDD (I sound like a corny newscaster)

HELLO DEAD BLOG :D

2011-12-30T12:21:00.005+08:00

Blogging from.. MY NEW LAPPY :D -gloats gloats gloats- :PP

First photo on my lappy! :P

AND CHECK OUT MY NEW PHONE COVER <3

Excuse me for my messy hair :/

GAHH! Slowly getting the hang of my lappy :P But I can't even do the basics :/ I have to google all the commands and all, LIKE A NOOB D':

BUT I SHALL UPLOAD PICS OF MY LOVELY TOY LAPPY SOON :3

THAT IS ALL :D Time to pack :/

What a tiring tiring holiday!

2011-12-20T02:04:00.001+08:00

Hello!

Sorry I've been MIA for a couple weeks @@ but I have been having the most busiest holiday ever :x

I swear, the only time I get to rest is after a long long day on my comfy bed @@ and in this holiday I've done only like 1/3's of the time @@

Let's see!!

Right after SPM, I went for rally! And it was super awesome cause I met so so many people and made so many friends! I was super happy eventhough I wasn't helping out much /:

I realize that not being on the team doesn't mean you don't play a role in the rally, it just gives you a closer opportunity to outreach to others, and bring them closer to God (: honestly, (this is no self comfort or anything) but I'm glad I got to be a participant, I got to mingle with the crowd more often and have less responsibilities (: it was the best way to outreach!

This is how Mauricia peels egg :P damn funny! xD and on top of that! I got to reunite and reconnect with my old team mates. I missed them so so much (': and I'll miss them a lot more when I leave

Then after rally I had ONE day rest, before I departed to Penang (: and in that ONE day, I went for my primary school class reunion! :D the weird part is, 5/15 people are from CHS and FROM the same class .___. so it was sorta.. Meh ._. 1/3 YO!

Then after reunion it was PENANG TRIP with my classmates!! :DDD all the photos are on Facebook and I'm too lazy to tag and upload em YO @@

Gonna get my lappy soon, VERY SOON! so by then id be able to blog with NON-PIXELIZED PHOTOS! HOH YEAH!

And right now my feet are SUPER EXHAUSTED from tonights prom /: I regret buying heels half size bigger than my foot )': SO HARD TO WALK IN )': keeps slipping off, but oh well, tough luck /:

Having that weird empty feeling again. Can't be my stomach cause I just ate Mcdonalds :P

Maybe I'm still bothered bout what happened between us ): I mean, we used to be such good friends, what happened? I know this sounds so cheesy but, I feel happy when you're around (: but then again, I feel really hurt cause we'd act like we're just strangers ):

I miss being your friend ): I wish I could unwind time to when I pushed you away. Then I'd slap myself with a rubber chicken and say, you're really gonna regret this Manda.

And here I am now, in regret. ):

Ahh whatever lah, no one ever reads my blog anyway -__- I'm really tired, so I'm going to bed now (: flying off to Hong Kong in the morning! So, bye! Will try to blog from Hong Kong! Preferably with MY LAPPY :D

GOOD NIGHT <3

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Marry the night?

2011-12-05T23:28:00.001+08:00

Maybe she meant marry the knight :P

Gonna turn in early today! Spent like 4 hours staring at the laptop screen yesterday and another 6-8 today @@ so time to pamper myself! :D

Plus my left arm hurts or it's like a numbing pain ._. But if it's numb how can you feel pain? @@ I don't know how it feels /: cause I went for my Hepatitis B booster just now :( and another 3 more jabs to go D': all on separate days so.. -TAKES DEEP BREATH- ): im really scared of the needle, but lets face it, everyone is :P in some way or another? ._.

Time to pamper myself! And hopefully get rid of my SPM-stress pimples :P

Night good!

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AWHH! (':

2011-12-01T00:51:00.001+08:00

Found this poem online :P

Charmanders are red,
Squirtels are blue.
If you were a pokemon, I'd choose you.

Your smile is stronger than a Hyperbeam,
Like Jesse and James,
We'd make the perfect team.

I'll stay by your side,
Like Pikachu and Ash,
And I'll love you,
More than a level 80 rapidash.

You're more legendary than a Zapdos, Entei or Mew.

But out of 450, I choose you.

AWWHHHHH!! (':

Well it was sweeter than the whole 2 hours of Breaking Dawn -_- watched it just now with Sue, Xian, Xian's sis, Yee Jin, Darrion, Chris and Howser and all throughout the movie I was laughing xD thanks for making Twilight ever so memorable! :P

And the rant begins,

Everyone says they want to find their Edward or their Bella, but why? They're both unimaginably stubborn and incredibly stupid. sure they stick to each other like 2 pieces of melted cheese but it's so weird! When they're together, all they do is smile and make out. I mean, dont they EVER talk about anything else?!

And I noticed when they're alone they just go all awkward and all and THEN start making out again. Sure, you can say they're "comfortable in their silence" but admit it, would you want a husband that'll just stare at you like he's seeing into your soul everytime you're alone? Once or twice is kinda sweet but EVERYTIME?!

For example,

Scenario: a non drama day, away from everything else.

Bella : umm so, what do you wanna do next?

Edward : Anything you wanna do, I'll follow you, (this is where the epic violin sounds come in to add to the "effect") I'll be your shadow, your protector, your knight and..

Bella : let's make out. (CD scratch)

-engulfs each other faces by the exchanging of salivary amylase-

Pathetic -_- and they call that true love. That's not true love, that's awkward. True love is the ability to burp, fart, pick your nose in front of your partner and not be ashamed of it. Pretty much like Marshall and Lily, THAT'S true love!

Irony is, Marshall and Lily aren't even a couple in real life and they portray a sweeter couple in 30 minutes then the supposedly "power couple of Hollywood" Bella and Edward did in 2 hours.

IM NOT DONE YET!!

WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD WALK DOWN THE AISLE WITH THIS FACE

Couldn't find a bigger picture. But yeah! Dude so unnatural. She always pretends to be so clingy and needy in front of Edward but in the show she kept stressing on how "strong" she is. Quote "I can do this, I'm strong enough"

What the heck, cliche much? Just admit you're a whiny ass 18 year old who got knocked up by your shiny hubby, and made the whole world suddenly REVOLVE round you. Stubborn bitch.

I don't know why I'm so agitated by just a 2 hour movie @@ probably cause I'm just pissed off that Jacob didn't get his fair share )': or that Jacob didn't take off his shirt that much in this movie. AAWW! ):

I think its more of the 2nd one :3 WHY YOU NO TOPLESS JACOB! D: Paid RM7 for nothing ;A;

Conclusion, I'd rather watch Harry Potter over and over again till my eyes bleed (even if I'm not a fan), then to watch Twilight all over again.

Dumb plot, dumb storyline, lousy acting. Nuff said!

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Fat cats have a heart attack

2011-12-01T00:13:00.001+08:00

AMEN TO THAT!

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Gotta catch em all!

2011-11-29T21:00:00.001+08:00

My sister downloaded a Pokémon quiz on my phone @@ so I decided to try it out since I know I'm gonna delete it anyways xD

There's like 4 different leagues and I only know one @@ the rest are just random alphabets put together to form a cool name

Aww! Gary's favorite Pokémon! (: not the Pokémon trainer Gary, my friend Gary ._.

Anyways, when we were young he'd used to sing Jigglypuff's song everytime we got into the car on the way to tuition ._. well, he had a phase. And he'd used to go "Gary Gary! he's the man! If he can't do it, no one can!"

Ahh, good times (:

Oh yeah! :D 150/151! If only they had Pokémon quizzes in SPM -_- it's funny how every kid could remember all the names of Pokémon but found it hard when it came to the multiplication table @@ looking back, if only I had that kinda memory to study Bio or Sejarah, fooh, straight A+ man :P

So after finishing the 1st League I decided to try Johto since I've watched a couple of episodes at wei's house when I was young :PP

My gosh -.- what the hell is that? -.- though it's easy to guess since it looks somewhat like a dog is should be Houndoom, but I'm not wasting my time trying to guess 100 Johto Pokémons I've never seen @@

Maybe I'll download the Kanto league episodes after SPM :3 but I still gotta download 90210, Desperate Housewives and IT crowd /:

Well, back to Bio

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Goodbye part of my childhood ):

2011-11-28T20:13:00.001+08:00

Mum decided to sell all the old cassettes to the second hand shop. Which included all my Disney movies and Pokémon episodes @@

@@ omg used to be such a sucker to Pokémon ._. used to have all the little figurines and T-shirts. But the only thing I was lacking was the cards @@ never really understood how to play it xD and my parents wouldn't give me allowance so -shrugs- (:

Wow /: used to watch this almost everyday before I went to bed! Funny how when I was little I never got bored of movies @@ now, ask me to watch the same movie twice? Nehh ._.

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Chemistry Cat Meme

2011-11-28T12:03:00.001+08:00

Good luck for Chemistry!! (:

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We all became friends, as we learned how to fight (:

2011-11-25T05:55:00.001+08:00

9gag is so awesome @@

MEH! HELLO WORLD AT 5.30 AM! -___- no I did not purposely wake up at 5 to study /: I'm not that crazy/hardworking, unfortunately. It's cause I slept at 9.30 yesterday @@ and now I can't go back to sleep!! GAH!

Should I get up and study? Or should I continue to toss and turn and hopefully catch some shut eye before I go for my LAST chemistry tuition? /: it's quite pointless lying in bed in the heat and staring at the ceiling fan till I fall asleep, though through experience, the chances I'd ACTUALLY fall asleep is 10% -__-

BUT THEN AGAIN, MY BED SO COMFY! WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME D:

Sigh, today and tomorrow I'd be busy running up and down I probably won't get to study at all )': PRAISE LORD FOR THE HOLIDAY ON MONDAY! Or else I'd actually flunk chemistry and biology. And by flunk I mean give up, not fail or anything /: my parents are typical Asian parents. One time I failed sejarah when I was in form1, damn, they were SO PISSED! They even threatened to send me out of the house, so after that term, I never failed a subject ever again xD Guess it was good discipline (:

Itinerary for today and tomorrow /:

Today : Chemistry tuition, then going to KL to do my Visa, and before that, mum wants to eat some chicken in KL that's supposedly VERY GOOD? ._. my mum's a KL person. You can blindfold her and put her on the streets and she'll still find her way /: dang, I wanna do that! Maybe I should /: never really explored KL before. I mean we live like an hour drive from one of the greatest cities in the world (._.) and I've never really went round /: -nudges Miyo, Mabe and Emi-

Then at night! I'm having dinner at my aunt's place /: gosh I hope it ain't one of those "meet the family thing" where there's so many people and I'll be so lost cause I can't remember names well :x and then the whole "WHEN I LAST SAW YOU, YOU WERE THISSSS TALL" then I'd get all depressed cause I'd realize, I DIDN'T GROW MUCH -_-" but my aunt says my cousin's London cousin is bringing her fiancé and APPARENTLY! he's really good looking @@ well let's see how good looking is good looking LAH! Hmm, if she's my cousin's cousin, is she still considered my cousin? ._. confuseddd @@ well I hope she's my cousin! Then I'd have 2 lawyer cousins! :D more people to seek advice from :3

Then tomorrow morning! Da wedding! :D have to be at my aunt's house in the morning @@ and then go for the church wedding in the afternoon, and there's such a big gap i between! How can I study when I have to get ready and all @@ by the time I get ready and sit down to study, it'll be time to leave. Sienzzzz -.-

Then at night! The wedding DINNER! the best part of the wedding, cause we get food. Well I HOPE we get enough food @@ but the sucky part is I'll be sitting with my other cousins who ALL have girlfriends/ boyfriends/ angmoh fiancé. I'm not really close to em, so yeah I think I'd be pretty bored, plus they're like 10 years older than me? SPM to em was probably in the ice age.

Wow, it's not even happened and I already illustrated the whole thing @@ well I'm really bored and doubt I'd blog about the wedding unless I upload photos (: BUT I DON'T HAVE MY LAPPY YET! and all the other laptops in the house are.. Laggy enough /: don't wanna add extra load. Or memory or whatever IT term people use
:x sorry I'm an IT illiterate, gadget illiterate and practically everything that involves technology /:

but I have one special skill I have developed through the years.

I can sit in front of the tv for hours without drinking or eating. Yeaaaaaa!

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They'd be damn proud of me (':

2011-11-24T00:05:00.001+08:00

Another awesome song from Rise Against (: Hero of War, GO LISTEN TO IT! it made me wanna cry /: Rise against has nice songs! (that are non-stereotyped) which I absolutely love! I mean I really don't get why songs HAVE to revolve round love and break-ups and partying. Is there nothing else to life than love, break-ups and parties?

Anyways, just a short post before heading to bed, to study again -_- gonna have a midnight snack ): though it's really bad and probably only digestible for another 6 hours than the average 4 -_-, I'm really hungry and I didn't eat much for dinner cause I was so nervous I can't make it for the 8pm study shift /: yea i have a weird studying habit /: I have to start at the first minute of the hour or else the toxin in me that goes by the name of laziness slothosa (made-up word) will go off and my lazy-ass synthom will be triggered -_-

In short, it's just a habit ._.

Om nom nom-ing on PBnJ and going to bed, in another 1 hour /: seems right?

Yea I know I'm damn 无聊, photo of bread also need ._.

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Cause without you is how I disappear

2011-11-22T10:04:00.001+08:00

So true (':

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Finally!

2011-11-21T21:48:00.001+08:00

Finished Deleting all the blog links that were

"unavailable"
"deleted"
"private"

/:

If I were to delete the links that wasn't linked to me, I'd have.. 5 friends ._.

And if I were to delete links that are "inactive", I'd have 3 friends ._.

So at least I'm not

I just really love this meme! :P

But still that's pretty sad ._. so thank you Twitter and Facebook, you no good sons of

BYE! (:

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Everyday we shufflin'

2011-11-21T20:53:00.001+08:00

I know I'm just reposting pictures from 9gag /: BUT I STILL THINK THEY'RE FREAKING AWESOME! :D

That's the only things that's keeping me sane! So yeah, enjoy meaningless reposts :D and hope these make you smile! (:

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Taste the rainbow!

2011-11-21T00:59:00.001+08:00

Been reading some of my friend's blogs and realized, my blog is super meaningless compared to theirs /: I mean sure I update more than em but I feel my blog is pretty useless and uninformative ._. just is a random place I post photos and have meaningless updates bout my life /:

Guess I'll change sooner or later? Hopefully? Or will I be stuck being this childish forever -_- but for the time being!

An epic picture! And you're, welcome (:

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TWEEDLE DEE DUM

2011-11-20T18:13:00.001+08:00

HELLO :D

Today was a fun fun day :D well only 3 hours of it was fun, the rest was just sleep, and whining cause I slept -_-

After my Sunday morning dim sum, me and Miyo went to Mabe's house to surprise her for her birthday!

Details are all in Miyo's blog :P http://miyonite.blogspot.com/
(promotes blog)

YOU'RE, WELCOME! :D nah just kidding!

Anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY MABEL!! <3333

Sorry we made you hold the cake /: And sorry for the lousy photo, again I took this from my camera with my phone's camera -_-

MWAHMWAHMWAHMWAH! <33

AnyWHOO, I'm bored and I'm lazy D:

I know it looks nothing like my words but this is how it looks like when I'm having a lazy day @_@

My moral nilai book! Had it since form1, AFTER TOMORROW I WILL NEVER HAVE TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN! NEVER EVER NEVER NEVER!

Then my mum tells me : 收给妹妹啊，不要乱丢啊！

-__- damn. Don't get to have that satisfaction of throwing it into the tongsampah after exams TT__TT

And guess what I found!! The stretchable and retractable Rila earphones Ivena gave to me for my birthday!! (: (: sob ): I miss her so much and I feel bad for not giving her her birthday present yet ): She's such a sweetheart (': miss her so much /: doubt she'd ever read my blog though :P

Mehh! Spending time blogging bout random things @_@

I'll probably just panic later at night and blog about it again /:

oh btw! Whoever who's reading this post! See the chatbox on the right? Drop a comment so I know you stopped by! :DD see! At least now I know someone besides my mum reads my blog! -figuratively points to Ee Lynn- :PPP

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Cake..@__@

2011-11-18T10:22:00.001+08:00

Yeah I know I'm kinda overdoing the cake thing ._.

But look!!

Red beans! Whutttt?! who puts red beans in a green tea cake!

Omg wth Liam so smexy :3 SCREAMS!! <3

Okay eww I can't stand the cake no more @_@ Y U DO THIS TO ME GREEN TEA CAKE!

Omg Liam. Y U DO THIS TO ANNIE! D: so many things change after I stopped watching @@ I WANNA DOWNLOAD! DD: But don't know where to download from .-. upside down ._. :PP

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GOODMORNING SUNSHINE <3

2011-11-18T10:04:00.001+08:00

Yea I just woke up :x note to self, never nap for 5 hours in the afternoon @@ honestly I don't think it was a nap, it was more of a afternoon SLEEP -_-

So my mum woke me up an hour ago but I swatted her like a fly so she got pissed and left cake for me in the fridge

Cake @__@

And told me to wake my sister up. NO WAY YO! the last time my mum bought cake for me, MY SISTER ATE IT ALL! no way man no way. IM EATING ALL THE CAKE! then I'll make toast for her or something.

HAHA, toast :3

Mm.. Cake.. @___@

MMMM.. cake.. @____@

SUCKER! I'm finishing the green tea one before waking you up!

OMG 90210 is up!! :DDD

Mm cake.. @___@

BAI! :D

-touches tummy and admires the 90210 people- )': )':

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Shalalalala :D

2011-11-17T21:05:00.001+08:00

My mum bought this this this coconut thingy? Without a shell ._. And the cutesy part is! It came in a ball form :P

Sorry the photos are from my camera cause when I wanted to take a photo from my phone, my mum drilled a hole into it D:

BALL FORM!! :DD SO KAWAI RIGHT?! :DD

Stab stab poke poke

Saw saw

TADA :DD

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WHY?!

2011-11-17T01:35:00.001+08:00

UGH! HAIR. GROW. FASTER! -tugs hair frantically-

21 more days for you to grow!! -TUGS EVEN MORE- D: WHAI WHAI WHAI did I even cut it short in the first place?! Been doing EVERYTHING to make it grow faster, avoid tying my hair, taking longer baths, combing it whenever I study D: do you know how vain that is -_-

And after like 2/3 months of doing so, NOW it only starts to curl properly ): I wish I had more time for it to grow! )': -TUGS HAIR-

On a lighter note, there's only 7 more days left of SPM and I'm still feeling sane! I think ._.

Yesterday we had sejarah and the day before, we had a lot of rumors for tips and all so I decided to forward to some of my friends cause I didn't have much money left /: and this is what I got back. 2/6 people replied this

Then in school Darrion told me he'd buy me ice cream if he gets A+. THATS 3/6! So that's half the people who think that ice cream makes me happy. Like seriously guys? -__- ... HOW DID YOU KNOW?! :DDDDDD

Sorry, bad quality /: but wait till I get my lappy then I'd definitely upload photos from the camera :P NO MORE SMALL AND PIXELIZED PHOTOS! Rejoice!! By then I'd also put up a chat box so I won't have to feel so lonely :3 that is, if anyone even visits my blog )':

Blog population : 1, YO MAMA.

So bored lately, and the only social networks I use is whatsapp and Facebook. Is blogger considered a social network? ._. meh don't think so. SO! the only thing I ever do is watch YouTube videos about babies and compare how Asians and Angmoh people dress. Asian models especially Japanese and Korean are so gorgeous @@ heck they could wear a rubbish bag and still look good! But no, I'm still not giving into the whole Korean kraze /: My love for dear Kendall still stays strong! <3 and no, it's not Kendall Jenner -_- she's pretty and all but can they sing like Kendall? Ahh. (:

I know he loves me! He just doesn't know it yet :D HAHA!

But still Evanescence beats Big Time Rush (: sorry guys but Amy Lee is.. Unbelievably cool @@ She is so cool and her voice is AMAZING! she plays the piano and guess what! I found out she plays the harp too! Damn, she. Is. awesome. :P and she totally has that bad ass look but still manages to look so pretty @@

Okay most people won't find her pretty but I think she has that haunting beauty that is so so unique! And she's way better looking than Kristen Stewart :P

Oh damn, it's 1.30! /: Good luck everyone for maths tomorrow! (:

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Taking my chances

2011-11-13T00:54:00.001+08:00

Here goes nothing /:

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YAY!

2011-11-12T10:35:00.001+08:00

My first package in the mail!! :DD I I I so excited! :DD

-TEARS OPEN-

MAHH DRESSS :DD

-prays that it fits-

-not gonna post a photo here-

SOMEDAY LAH :DD

Omg my first online shopping purchase and it fits me well!! :DD happy happy :3

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And ME NO LIKEY YOUUU

2011-11-09T20:59:00.001+08:00

I know it's gross but HAHA! The ONLY day I don't have tuitions, and I'm sick. For the WHOLE DAY! like, wth? Some kind of joke? -___-

I will never laugh at Ee Lynn's eyedrop medicine anymore u_u now that I have it, it's freaking annoying how bitter it is ): and yes I know the eyedrops goes INTO the eye

BEST SHARPIE COLOURS EVER! Sadly they're all my sister's /:

"MUM! where did my college fees go?"

"WHY! to buy your sister more sharpies of course! What's an 11 year old girl without butt loads of sharpies!"

Dood, when I was 11..

Hmm, what did I do when I was 11? ._.

LALALALALALALALLAA
Dang, just passing time, waiting for it to turn 9 :P I shall go eat glue now. BYE!

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And when we go, don't blame us

2011-11-05T16:12:00.001+08:00

So true (:

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And I still shed a tear, every once in a while

2011-11-05T03:17:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T SLEEP! All I can think about, is how much I'm gonna miss my classmates, and how much I'm gonna miss my friends from highschool )':

I really don't wanna do a lengthy message to everyone I know cause I KNOW I'm definitely gonna cry, but I'll just sum up the things I'd miss bout being in CHS (:

In class I never really got to knew the others WELL till this year, sure I know them individually, but I never got to know them personally till this year /: does that make sense to you? :P

I was typing half way when I realized I'm just gonna keep it really REALLY short cause there's too much to write cause you know how draggy I can get ):

• the comforting silence in class beside Xian
• Xian shouting at Howser
• Me shouting at Howser
• Howser shouting at chris
• Chris' wtf face
• Wai Teck taking my stuff (not so much of the stealing my money part) :P
• Wai teck's stupid "chop" phase, chopping dates on everyone and saying that "we're expired"
• Ee lynn's random singing
• Lai Mun calling me 米田共
• Ee Lynn's laugh :P
• Darrion's awkward sleeping positions
• Darrion's awkward syok-sendiri dance moves ._.
• Darrion's awkward pedosmile
• Xian's super super epic sarcasm
• blaming Wai Teck for everything that goes missing :D
• Kuan yee's dumb seal impersonation :P
• rushing the class board
• when half the class sleeps (:
• playing killer with the class ): ):
• playing monopoly deal ): (eventhough I only played for a while)
• lying to the teachers bout what we actually do :P
• Jia zhen's singing before a stressful exam
• yen Kee wishing me happy birthday unnecessarily
• Ee Lynn's "hi."
• when miss Ong "zat's" us jokingly
• Puan see's super cute "theories" of bio
• her mispronounciation :x

Now for the bigger picture, my whole 5 years in CHS,
• running in the rain with Qiao wei cause of her rain theory :P
• random singing with Qiao wei
• when me and Qiao wei nick named everyone cause we couldn't remember their names
• joining clubs with mabe and then end up quiting most of em
• when we used to sit at "the tiang" (':
• meeting up in bengkel before school
• seeing Miyo and Emily every morning in the bengkel (':
• walking to school with mabe
• seeing Miyo Emi and mabe after school downstairs pissed at me cause I'm always late :x
• UKH CAMP DD:
• football practice (singular cause I only been for one ): or two at most)
• HIJAU DECO <3
• cooking starch (':
• figuring out how to cook starch
• blaming each other when it comes out sucky
• using the UKH PA mike system to play our own songs :P
• Getting really really dirty and smelly for hijau :P
• Jia Min's AWWWW!
• that awkward moment when Zhen yuan's super gangster talk, is actually how he usually talks ._.
• Kenji's brother. HAHAHA
• owh! Totally forgot, hijau marching ):
• setting up deco in the padang, when it was so hot and everyone was pissed at everyone /: sort of.
• Me and Emily's super short Harmonica phase
• going for debating trips to look at other people debate with Miyo (: (: definitely will not miss feeling stupid bout myself, embarrassing myself by debating, or the "CAN'T HELP BUT NOTICE YOU" guy. CHEESY PICK UP LINE.

SO SO SO SO SO MUCH MORE! but I'm just too lazy to list em out :x

I had a REALLY REALLY awesome time in CHS, though sometimes I wish I hadn't chose this school due to a lot of factors such as, the rule that chinese is compulsory, or the strict discipline rules, or my stupid emo phase due to dumb and naive puppy love-__-, spending more time worrying bout my childish relationships that I really push my friends and everything that's right in front of me away(biggest regret of all), its the friends that pull me through and make me realize that going to CHS was one of the best choices ever made.

I guess, the reason I didn't cry during graduation, was cause I know the people I miss and love the most, are gonna be the people I'm gonna be seeing even after we part ways(: we'll still keep in touch, im sure of it! And whatever happens, i have faith we'll still see each other someday in the later future (:

Goodbye CHS!

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I think they never liked you anyway (:

2011-10-31T00:07:00.001+08:00

One of my first cam-whore photos when I first got my phone! :x

And before I sleep! I was watching a couple of YouTube videos and I realized why I had an "emo" phase in my life -_- yea I guess it's normal to have teen angst at some point. But! The more I thought bout it and recalled, I think the biggest influence for my emo phase was excessive dosage of music from My Chemical Romance and Evanescence .__.

No doubt! Their songs are beyond beyond awesome, few of my favorite bands of all time. But I gotta admit their songs make me wanna think twice bout life and change the way I see life and all. It's either they're very influential or I'm just a really naive person -_-

Still! I'm gonna redownload all their songs since I deleted all of em cause I wanted to "start over" which I think was pretty stupid since they're so freaking awesome and fun to listen to!

Sometimes I just cringe whenever I read the lyrics cause it's so so suicidal and self-hate. Like seriously!

" if you look in a mirror and don't like what you see, you'll find out first hand whats it like to be me" -Dead by MCR

Okay..? Dude, I don't wanna hate myself! I love being me /: But sometimes they do bring out a part of me who just wants to lie on my bed and stare as the rain droplets trickle down from my window ._. damn. They're good.. ._.

I wanna keep listening to their awesome music but it's sometimes so hard to keep an open mind bout life and positive thinking /:

None the less, I'm not afraid to keep on living, I'm not afraid to walk this world alone (:

That's from Famous Last Words from MCR! see! It's so unpredictable /: one moment its suicidal, one moment its life-empowering ._.

Used to listen to that song almost everyday after I came home from school when I was form1 and 2 (:

Anyways, listening to Eye of the Tiger! DUM! DUM DUM DUM! DUM DUM DUM! DUM DUM DUHHHH! (pause every 2 seconds after every exclamation mark :P)

Good night people! Tomorrows the day! :x :x pray hard!! (:

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Li'l darlin' (:

2011-10-29T13:16:00.001+08:00

Finally! More songs besides meaningless screamo /: my dad gave us the money to buy cause he thinks it's more worth it to buy a Rock band CD than go to a concert. Umm.. What concert? :S

So yeah (:

And I got 2 new membership cards -.-

#1

.__. I wonder when'll i ever use this since the only time I get juice works is with the girls and Miyo already has a juice works card /: My mum just wrote it under my name so yay, extra baggage to my cheapo purse ._.

#2

Yeaa.. About that.. I don't know when's the next time I'm ever gonna use that thing -.- I got RM40 off the Beatles rock band CD so why not :P so if there's anyone of you out there who needs to buy stuff ._. yea you know who to call :P

Yeah, and if you ever need to save RM5 which you can then use to buy my a Mcflurry, you know who to call too yea (:

This, is my RM8 purse (: though some of my friends said they wouldn't buy it unless it was less than 5 LOL, but I still think it's pretty.. Plastic ._.

Oh well! Time to hit the books y'all (:

My sexy Rila bookmark by Ee Lynn! :D it's super pretty! And it even has a ribbon on it!

So purdy! <3

Bye!

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Can anybody hear me? Am I talking to myself

2011-10-27T23:48:00.001+08:00

I urban dictionary-Ed my name! :D

Funniest cyanide and happiness comic strip ever!

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Everyone left you!

2011-10-24T11:20:00.001+08:00

7 more days! Exactly one week!! NERVOUS LIKE CRAZEH! DD:

Yesterday,

Me : whatever the results are, you'll still be proud of me right?
Dad : sure! Of course!

A minute later,

Dad : but of course.. It'll be better if you get it lah.

-___-

自相矛盾 -.-

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It's time..

2011-10-23T18:40:00.001+08:00

TO CHANGE THE SHEETS!

That's just HALF my toys :P

Now, where am I gonna sleep?! D:

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Good morning world!

2011-10-22T10:09:00.001+08:00

(:

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I'm not saying I'm sorreh :D

2011-10-20T09:48:00.001+08:00

Ugghh, you annoy me! ._. Even the way you type repulses me! -pukes internally- if that's even possible :x

My sister drew this during her break in the library

I simply made it better (:

Eyebrows ; some people only have one.

Heehee :P You know who you are (:

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Nobody likes you (:

2011-10-20T00:58:00.001+08:00

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FISHCAKES! ):

2011-10-19T13:39:00.001+08:00

Dang, shouldn't have eaten seafood for lunch ):

On a lighter note :D I'm so totally loving Tropicana now (: I spend my time in the library and when I'm hungry, I'll just walk out a little to grab something from the mini mart, and when I'm bored I sleep :P treating this place like my own home now :D

AND THE BEST PART IS! No ones in the library cept me, some uncle and a librarian (: talk about privacy! (:

MIAO

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Hysteriaaaa (:

2011-10-19T10:05:00.001+08:00

My next door's Doberman! (: SO ADORABLE! and super friendly (: (: but when he stands up, he's like taller than me /: or maybe my height xD neh, think he's taller than me ._.

His ear sticks out kinda funny /: but I still think he's adorable! His eyes are so watery and shiny (:

He looks so so fierce ._. but once I placed my hand on his head and started to rub between his ears, I swore I saw him smile! :3

Well it didn't bite me so I guess he was happy (: been such a long time since my neighbour had a dog /: so happy! :3

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Standing so tall (:

2011-10-18T00:16:00.001+08:00

Was about to crawl back into my bed and watch Southpark when my mum asked me to help my sister with her art homework /: dragged myself to the table and got to work /: cause my sister had exams tomorrow so what the heck /:

HEE HEE! I still think this is super adorable :D

Turtles on my glasses case /: Brings back such bittersweet memories /:

Dont you love this pedophiliac octopus :3 I have 8 hands to touch you my little pretty >3

Reason why I'm taking so many photos is cause I haven't done 美术 in a LONG time xD hope my sister fails. HAHA! Cause this is like worse than shit compared to what my sister can do /: this, makes shit look good /:

I COULD HAVE DONE A BETTER JOB WITH THE DUMB STARFISH!

STARFISH LOVES YOU! -from Charlie the Unicorn :P

Okay! Gonna watch Southpark now :3 BYE

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Can I please come down?

2011-10-16T21:39:00.001+08:00

I love the way he just sits there!

I love the way he just stares at me :P

I love the way he lies :3 (there)

:3 :3

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Ooh Fascinating!

2011-10-16T11:59:00.001+08:00

This is what a British guy from the bachelor said

" after the show, I realized I proposed to a girl I didn't even love, half my height and who thought there was palm trees in London "

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHA!!

OMG SUPER EPIC!!

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First time!

2011-10-16T10:54:00.001+08:00

Woke up sneezing non-stop so mum told me I shouldn't go for morning mass /: so guess I'll be going in the evening later (:

FIRST TIME! I turned down my Sunday morning dimsum cause I was feeling super lousy ): hair was super icky and stiff with the hair mouse I left on since yesterday -__- eww. And my neck is so stiff for idk what reason )':

But I spent a lot of time rolling in bed again! (: this time not for sulking bout my sad miserable life as a "not good enough" person /: but at the fact I realized I accomplished my new year resolution!! :D which is (since I accomplished it I won't jinx it by saying it out right? :x) getting top 10 in class for the whole year :D yay! Well except for the mid term when I lost like purata marks cause I didn't give letter -.- whatever! I just lost like 0.2 and I went to 11 D': heck screw it, I'm not gonna let that ruin the winning streak :3 (sore loser)

Anywho! I still feel very satisfied though I'm not As good as the other 6/7 of the people in my class (: I tried my best! And it always seemed so impossible for me to compete with em cause they are like unbelievably hardworking. Not just them! My whole class (well most of em) are really dedicated, and I'm so thankful to get to be in this competitive environment (: though sometimes it pretty much sucks to know that they're better than you, but at least they're the one pushing you to work harder (: I really love my class (: honestly say without a doubt that besides being in JYM, this is the best thing that ever happened to me throughout my high school life (': getting to know my classmates, was such a ride (: unfortunately, nearing the end, the ride got better ): but at least, I HOPE xD we'll remember each other after we graduate and keep to our AHEM PROMISES AHEM AHEM! COUGH!

I never thought that you could be in such a tough, competitive environment, and have such awesome people as your friends (: best part is! They help each other to improve their results! Can't say I've helped much ): but they've definitely helped me! <3 through their encouragement and support (: their selfless attitude has really made me feel so welcomed in my class (: and honestly I've never felt I fitted in in my class until this year /: usually it's always just, me, my friends, and a bunch of other smart people as classmates /:

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My guilty pleasure

2011-10-15T20:43:00.001+08:00

(:

MINI CAKES :DD

Thanks Sarah! :D you duh awesome lah B)

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I'm so happy!

2011-10-15T13:39:00.001+08:00

I'm so happy I'm a girl! :3

And all it took me was my straightener

And

A piece of paper ._.

Curl,

Press,

And release!

And of course I pushed up half my hair cause I'd look like a lion if I don't -.-

Thanks bubzbeauty for the awesome tutorial :)

Meh, result of being too bored :(

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An awesome way to start me day :D

2011-10-15T09:44:00.001+08:00

Went out for breakfast with Wei's whole family :D was great to see em all again (: (: reminds me of the good ol' days :D

Came back and guitar hero-ed for a bit (:

Getting the hang of drums now :D not just simply bashing it up like when we first got it xD

Shall practice hard mode after SPM :x or before :3 HEH (:

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Of another place and time, where my family's from

2011-10-15T01:27:00.001+08:00

I feel really happy I've got nothing holding me back from what I want most in life (: (: honestly I've never felt so sure and happy bout my life! Once you take that step back and let Him run your life, everythings so much easier (: (: another 16 more days though D: can't wait for my ultimate adventure!! :DD

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It's alright (:

2011-10-13T23:23:00.001+08:00

Found a really cute animation!

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Stuck in her daydream (:

2011-10-13T23:15:00.001+08:00

Gonna turn in early today (: PEACE YeaaHH! (:

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Tuck me in bed with the sound of your voice (:

2011-10-13T21:53:00.001+08:00

Heehee!! So cute!! <3 it's in pink :DD

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The sound of the old guitar is saving you from breaking

2011-10-13T11:32:00.001+08:00

I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored! D:

Good choice not going to school though, had a really long dream/nightmare /: then I spent an hour rolling in my bed wondering whether I should reconsider or should I just avoid it ):

18 more days!! DD: DD: WHY CAN'T TIME MOVE FASTER DAMMIT D:

Oh wait, then it'll be closer to SPM. zz -.-

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And now my feet won't touch the ground (:

2011-10-12T23:16:00.001+08:00

LOL so I asked my sister will I be forever alone. Her answer is : ask The Magic One.

IM SCREWED D:

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Strawberry milk moustache!

2011-10-12T22:23:00.001+08:00

Guess what I saw in the market the other day!

HAPPY COW HAPPY COW, STEALS YOUR WILL TO LIVE!

HAPPY COW HAPPY COW, ETERNAL SOUL YOU'LL GIVE!

Happy Cow, available in stores now!

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If this ain't love, then how do we get out?

2011-10-10T09:04:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I went to Elianto (AGAIN) to get the "must have" nail polish colour xD

Chilli red!

Sorry the lighting's really bad cause I'm lazy to turn on the lights :P

And me and mum walked round the shop and found out that the skin care products are like WAYYY cheaper compared to the other shops. Can't say they're better cause I've never tried em, but still! Why not give it a shot :D

Bought an organic mask cream that only costs MYR69 which is a LEETLE pricey but still beats my mum's skin care products
-__- so she bought it for me :P

So drawn towards the packaging! And so so purdy box :3

Then they had some items on discount so I bought a mascara since I share it with my mum /: and I think it's pretty unhygienic :x

THE PACKAGING IS SO PRETTY D:

And it's only MYR 19

Gosh I'm such a sucker for adorable stuff :3 oh well!

This morning pa told me he's bringing me to court if I'm not doing anything. WELLL!! I was aBOUTTT to start studying chemistry, but then! It's not EVERYDAY you get to follow your dad to court!! :D

P/s: my dad's not a lawyer /:

This is so exciting :DD bye!

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Cousin's getting married!!

2011-10-09T11:10:00.001+08:00

Omg the invitation is so so adorable! <3

Ahh! The duckie so cute!! :DDD doubt I'd get to eat it though ): I think I just saw the calorie meter turn red

Check out the date yo ): heck, don't care, I'm still going :PP if THIS is the invite, think about the wedding itself! :D

ROFLMAO :DD

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ULTIMATE HEARTBREAK!!

2011-10-09T00:32:00.001+08:00

Felt my heart shatter when I saw

MY BABY'S DYING D':
It's okay! Mummy will take good care of you <3

REFRESH REFRESH

YAAY <3 mah baby (':

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When it falls apart, dry your eyes, dry your eyes (':

2011-10-08T23:55:00.001+08:00

Gosh I love love LOVE belle of the boulevard from Dashboard Confessional (':

Don't really listen to much of their songs, well I've only heard of two songs so. YEAH! Haha (:

This song gave me hope again, though I'm pretty confused on the message they're trying to send through the song /: I read some of the comments and they said it's about a prostitute..? Huh..?

But for now I'm gonna interpret it as an inspirational song, though it's mostly for guys since a part of it goes,

he touches your leg
and thinks he's getting close
for now you let him,
just this once, just for now
and just like that, its over.

.... Okay I think it's about a prostitute .__.

But still, it's telling the prostitute to stay strong and keep her head up (: I.. Think..?

Whatever yo, the chorus is meaningful, the end (:

Meh, thought you were the same person i knew for so long, thought you've never changed through the years

But I'm glad you proved me wrong (: but it's just this time, can you keep it up?

Maybe theres something there, but then again, part of me doesn't wish to find out )':

Another must listen to song!

Last night on Earth - Greenday!

MUSTMUSTMUSTMUSTLISTEN <3

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As expected

2011-10-07T23:45:00.001+08:00

Talking to you makes me wanna set myself on fire.

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Let the bodies hit the floor

2011-10-07T18:34:00.001+08:00

Expert mode yo :PP this game is such a cheat, all I had to do was say the words for the screamo part and I had all excellent xD

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My adventure of the day

2011-10-07T12:29:00.001+08:00

Woke up real early today, to renew my passport (:

Went to the immigration centre, and found out I needed to take a new photo cause my hair was in the way for my previous photo. -__-

So this will be my 4th time taking a passport photo in this year itself -_-

1st : in school uniform, normal faced. REJECTED, cause I was supposed to be in "normal" clothes.

2nd : "NORMAL" clothes, normal faced. REJECTED today, cause hair was in the way.

3rd : SERIOUS faced (dulan face) with WHITE background for my VISA. Probably one of the WORST photos I've ever taken. REJECTED! my IELTS needed a red/blue background one, can't remember

4th : serious dulan face, tied for last for the worst picture taken in my 17 years of living. FINALLY accepted for my IELTS! -__-

Okay later would be my 5th passport sized photo. -___-

I can imagine the uncle in the shop's reaction.

"HARR?! 又是你啊?!"

I thought my mum wanted to take the photo at the immigration centre, so I had to pin my hair. But guess what! I had no pin -__- so I had to make do with WHATEVER I could find in the car before my mum comes back and starts screaming at me /:

Paper clips. Of all things. Don't care lah, use only lah.

Then my mum came back and said she forgot to bring my birthcert and bla bla, so we went to SS2 market instead /:

Went to the chicken store and the lady selling chicken asked my mum

"LU EH KIA AR?!" gee, no wor, my maid wor -.- I get so annoyed when people say that /:

Then we went to the CD store and AGAIN the DVD uncle was like "LU EH KIA AR?!"

-_______________-

Then he said, she looks Seranese. .__. whoa thats a first :x usually I get Indonesian, Philipino , but NEVER Seranese. guess I felt a bit honored :P

Oh and the other day we went to the launderette, and the lady said I don't look Chinese at all /: oh yea, I'm adopted :s

Finally! Mum took me to the hair care store and I finally got my straightener! :DD

After going without one for only 2 weeks? I felt so messed up and disorganized /: I feel bratty :x

Mum got me the CUTEST (cheapest) model they had there :P and it's probably the smallest thing I've seen in my life (that's what she said) HAH! okay it only works for guys I guess /:

So puny! After getting my straightener I can finally cut my fringe! After 3 weeks bearing with hair poking my eyes /:

After straightened, before trimming :D

Hair,

+ (gotta admit, the scissors looks pretty awesome :3)

=

I can see my eyes again!!

I can see clearly now, the rain has gone~ :D doo doo doo duh doooo (:

Gonna play guitar hero now!

When my dad was pumping petrol :P so cute right!!

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I love my mum!

2011-10-06T21:53:00.001+08:00

She just bought me RM30 worth of nail products!! :DD

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Come together, right now

2011-10-03T17:57:00.001+08:00

Was so happily painting my nails, Till I realized I have to take it off cause I'm going back to school tomorrow ):

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She says I just wanna save you boy

2011-10-02T21:11:00.001+08:00

Drew this with my left hand! :DD

Sent it to my friend, and his reaction was

-____- 　

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The more I wanna let it go (:

2011-10-01T13:19:00.001+08:00

First time sleeping at 9 on a Friday night)':

Yes I know I have no life )':

But I was so tired and my voice was feeling so hoarse after..

Heh heh :P Expert mode yo B))

________________

Just came back from the MOST PEACEFUL DRIVE of my life!

You know why?

My aunt from Australia was in the car and my mum drove SOOOO SI MUN-LY! normally, I'd just pray we'd get home alive ._.

__________________

Went to buy some books just now too, and there was this lady who was looking for SPM books and asking me which brand is reliable and all :x then she asked me what form am I in. I said I was form 3 jokingly and her face was like

she was NOT A BIT AMUSED! must have even a teacher or some sort /:

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Project of the day (:

2011-09-28T22:52:00.001+08:00

Thanks to my sister for being so 'patient' with me -__-

She broke my Big Time Rush CD cover so she has a 3 month contract with me to let me paint her nails :PP

Nice? (: (:

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Greetings!

2011-09-28T17:26:00.001+08:00

From Mabel's house (:

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Guess what I did for the past 3 hours

2011-09-26T21:43:00.001+08:00

Yea I know my big toe looks retarded )': that's the result of going for nail abortion twice D: turns out, my mum's pedicurist, could have done it in 5 sessions for 500ringgit -__- without involving anesthetic and painful needles )':

Now it looks so fugly -__- but hopefully my ma will bring me for treatments till my nail grows back prettily :DD

So watcha think? :DD
I know it looks really messy and all, but I'm still learning!! D::

Wonder how people do it so nicely, I mean, your toe is so tiny! How do you even DRAW on it?!

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When life gives you lemons

2011-09-25T15:25:00.001+08:00

Hello again! Must be on some blogging spree cause this is my forth (totally meaningless) blog post of the day ._.

So my aunt came down (or rather came UP) from Australia yesterday and brought us gifts!

Last last last last year she got me and my sister chocolate Easter eggs! Which was like, by far the best and cutest gifts she brought :PP

Last year, she brought home-made jam for my grandpa from the fruits she grown in her own garden!

This year, she thought, what the heck, I'll just give them fruits!

Okay, this is a lemon, my mum bought from the pasar. I used a vitagen bottle cause there were no cans left at home ):

And guys, THIS is the lemon from my aunt's garden.

And the best part!! It smells so so good! :D

See people, it's time to put your Farmville knowledge to good use! Start planting your own crops, and worry bout THOSE VIRTUAL crops. Buy a cow, MILK THAT COW! Keep it alive! Instead of worrying bout your stupid virtual tomatoes and chickens. It's not that I'm saying Farmville sucks, but if it's constantly getting you cursing and screaming "FML FML" I think it's a sign. If you stop worrying and constantly wishing you were never born, maybe your life would be a whole lot better.

I'm being such a hypocrite cause I play maple too -_- but here's the difference between me and the people who wish they were never born when their Facebook is laggy.

I don't wish to die when my maple goes laggy.

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Okay I can't stand this.

2011-09-25T12:06:00.001+08:00

Wonder why can't I edit post after I've published it with my phone /:

Ahh!! :3 :3 gonna Start learning other patterns too :3 plan to do a bee trailed one IF I can get a nice yellow D:

I still think this looks like Yoshi's egg from Mario .__. can't believe I thought this was sky blue DD:

Ohhh it's white with green spots ._. my bad ._.

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Yay! I'm done!!

2011-09-25T11:58:00.001+08:00

Okay I know it looks weird, but I just wanna see which colour goes best with polka dots :D so I can try it on my feet :3

Can I not remove em? D: D:

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Beneath the pale moonlight (:

2011-09-25T11:43:00.001+08:00

HEE HEE, while waiting for maple server to be up, I tried practicing on my fingers :D but then I realized I have to take it off in the evening ):

Oh well! I shall proceed to do my other colours now!

Will post later! :D

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I like trains.

2011-09-24T20:37:00.001+08:00

Check out this really cute Takoyaki packaging :PP

Was supposed to share with my sis but my parents insisted that they were late for a movie so now I'm stuck with 3 large balls of octopus all by myself -___-

Worst part is, I'm SUPER STUFFED cause I ate pizza just now D: but it was seriously the best pizza I ever had! Even better than Dominos and Pizza Hut :x

Wonder how am I gonna finish it all by myself DD:

The funny onion shreds that taste like plastic D:
But in consolation! There's MORE CHEESe INSIDE! wait scratch that, I feel so bloated right now ):

That is ONE piece by itself.

Nyways, sorry for not blogging lately, been really caught up.. In.. Uhh.. Doing stuff /: /:

T_____T SO BLOATED!! Hate feeling like this ): ):

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Daddy noodles

2011-09-20T21:55:00.001+08:00

Prolly the worst noodles ever.
And it even comes with a packet of "onion oil"!

Meh .__. didn't enjoy it one bit! Ate half, threw half, ended up eating sor ta pia (plain biscuits)

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The cat wished that it was a bee (:

2011-09-15T00:05:00.001+08:00

This is for all my blog readers(mum)! :D if I had any ): boo ): nyways!

Found it on Taste of Awesome :D gonna post more of these crap in hopes I'd make someone's day!! (:

Today will be an awesome awesome day! :D but instead of waiting for today to turn up how you want it, get off yo' ass and go make someone else's day (: I gurantee you it'll be 10 times better <3

If it doesn't and it makes you wanna slit yourself on the wrists even more, and you want nothing more than to die because of the littlest crap in your life, then go live in a third world country you selfish bastard, you don't deserve to be here. BYE! (:

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Be yourself, an angel of kindness (:

2011-09-14T23:48:00.001+08:00

Whoa, never felt closer to my dream than ever!! (:

I'm gonna work my butt off next year (and this year of course) and I know I'm gonna make it (: (:

It's okay if I can't get the full scholarship (pathetic self comfort) was pretty disappointed after knowing how slim my chances were ): but my parents reassured me that they were still proud I've gotten the 2nd best offer (: (in truth, they only said that after knowing the full scholarship was awarded to ONE person) :x

But still nonetheless (: I'm really glad I made it this far, and I couldn't have done it without the support of my friends and most importantly God (:

They had faith in me, more than I had in myself (': (don't care whether it's just pity faith or anything) it sure did make me work for it! (:

I LOVE YOU GUYS! <3

Sucks to be you then (:

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Beautiful Saviour (:

2011-09-12T23:35:00.001+08:00

Just had a feeling I had to post this (:

Whenever I feel down, praise songs never fail to cheer me up (:

Lately I admit I've been really distant from all my prayers, but now that I've reopened my heart to Him, I've never ever felt happier (:

Just when I needed Him the most, He's always there for me. He's never left my side, or anyone for that matter, never (:

He's the only one, who can genuinely make me smile, without a plastic smile plastered across my face. He's the one who gives me this burning sensation in my heart whenever I think about Him and all that He's done for us.

His love for us, is never ending, unconditional and everlasting.

And to everyone who's having a rough day/week/month,

All it takes is faith, the size of a mustard seed (:

I love my friends (:

2011-09-12T18:58:00.001+08:00

But they don't love me back D':

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I was so lost back then

2011-09-11T20:31:00.001+08:00

But with a little help from my friends, I found the light in the tunnel at the end (:

My family's new printer!! :D

My parents bought black at first, so it was like an ugly black cubicle metal. Then my dad suggested to my mum that me and my sis would be totally pissed if they didn't get the pink one. But my mum said NO LAHHH!!!! And so they bought it.

-few hours later-

Mum drove back to digital mall and got the pink one. HAHAHAHA

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DUDE THIS IS SO AWESOME!

2011-09-09T23:11:00.001+08:00

Saw this on a site and wanted to share with my fellow blogreaders! (population : 1) (my mum) NAAAAH :D

10 DO'S AND DONT'S FOR COLLEGE!

The 10 DOs

The 10 DON’Ts

EPIC LAHHH :DDD

I SAID WHAT WHAT IN THE BUTT :D

2011-09-09T22:22:00.001+08:00

Yayy! Finally got to go out with my family for a stroll after so long @__@ and this time! We weren't even rushing for a movie or anything, just a nice, relaxing walk with no agenda at all (:

Sadly that never happens to me. I always end up spending on something unnecessary then spend the remaining time on the way home convincing myself it was money well-spent.

Okay this was TOTALLY necessary! I mean! How often do you see harp music?! (Answer: everywhere) cause apparently it's therapeutic :P BUT STILL!

The music store would probably be the place I least expect to visit cause with all this digital piracy and all ._. but my sister being such a hardcore Coldplay fan wanted to go for a visit so I just tagged along. PLUS! Wanted to check out the new headphones she's been nagging my mum to buy. So apparently it's RM499?

-walks away immediately-

The music store was playing Westlife concert songs when we were there! And they sounded pretty good :D better than before if I might add. AND THEY'RE COMING TO MALAYSIA! SAY WHAATT?! :D sadly it's during SPM season so, meh ): and plus my buddy Ling Hong ain't here so there's prolly no point in going without an (ex?) ultimate Westlife fan :D really loved Westlife when I was a kid back then :P even guilty of owning 3 of their CDs :X And Westlife's album was probably the 2nd CD I've ever owned :) first one being the one and only Britney Spears :D

So tempted to get Evanescence's The Open Door :3 but they didn't have it there so -frowns-

Okay I admit, I don't have a good enough reason to buy this? But what can I say! I'm a real sucker when it comes to hair accessories :3

Oh, and the clip on the right is missing it's other pair, reason being i'm using it now! :3 it's so adorable!

So far it's been a good good night :D wanted to play monopoly deal with my family but according to pa, ONE EVENT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR A NIGHT! and Ally has to go do her karangan (sucks to be her) (:

So for now! I shall continue to admire my phone (every intention of gloating HAHA) and eat mah ang dao zui and watch Southpark (:

Hmm, why DO they call it ang dao zui. Doesn't zui mean water? So shouldn't it be red bean water..? ._. fruit for thought. NOT REALLY :D

Just spotted this on my book shelf. TSK TSK. Sister trying to smuggle junk food without it being noticed by my mum. If she wanted to hide it in a place where my mum would least check, it should probably be.. Uhh.. Umm..

Urh..

...

Okay this hiding place is good enough. -___-

BYE!

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Fear is only in our minds, taking over all the time

2011-09-08T17:44:00.001+08:00

Guess what I've been doing for the past couple of days!

BESIDES studying :P

TADAAAAAA! Okay I know it ain't much but it took me damn long to figure it out!! :DDD -crowd applauses-

So this is how my phone looks like after 3 days continuous of sleeping at 3am @__@

My text screens

Yea -.- I texted myself to hear the ringtone -.- till I realized I could replay them in settings -_____-

and,

Ninja compass! Means I'll hunt you down like a ninja yo! >)

Check out the cool zips! :DD

Last but not least!
Silent mode :D

NOT silent mode :D

Yea I get amused easily .___. nyways! Gonna go take a nap and charge mah phone now :D

HEH HEH :3

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GO! BWAHH!

2011-08-31T20:35:00.001+08:00

Mum : I bought a very good book for you! I think you'll really like it.
Me : yeah, I bet it's about managing life -__-
Mum : NO LAHH!!

Goes home.

OH GEEEE!

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Okay I've got everything I need

2011-08-29T10:51:00.001+08:00

Pen, highlighters, books, sticky notes, toothbrush,

Time to start studying! (:

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Spy kids; all the time in the world

2011-08-27T22:46:00.001+08:00

WORST MOVIE EVER

Even Spongebob isn't amused.

It was THATT bad, I'm not exaggerating

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I used to think

2011-08-16T22:23:00.001+08:00

High school was all about cliques, whether you were cool, whether you stood out,

Or did you just blend with the background, like a wallpaper (whert? ._.)

But my graduation class have made me realised, how important mixing round with everyone is (':

I love the way everyone in my class mixes with everyone not depending on the language we speak, or the kinds of friends we have outside of class, but as true classmates, as a family (':

Love it how we'd learn off each other and help each other during crucial times eg, before exams or with homework.

Never thought I'd fit in with my classmates cause I've always been that socially awkward girl, but they've been so nice to me it's actually tear jerking for me just thinking about em (':

Will have a longer post on my class after graduation or SPM, depending whether I'd still be alive till then xD

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Meh

2011-08-15T23:16:00.001+08:00

Just realised all my posts are about my toys -__- lame!

So here's a real post.

If you're reading this :

Click that tiny 'x' button on top, and go study (:

Good luck everyone!

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I call you can't hear a thing :P

2011-08-15T23:11:00.001+08:00

My second hand Pikachu birthday present! From me, to me. :P

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I just wanna dance right through the pain

2011-08-13T09:26:00.001+08:00

Aren't they adorable! :3

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A new addition to the famfam (:

2011-08-07T22:59:00.001+08:00

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Halfway there (:

2011-08-06T15:54:00.001+08:00

In chemistry tuition (: OMNOM :D

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HELLO

2011-07-17T18:16:00.001+08:00

After SUPER long! I decide to blog. Short update, wanna go out walk walk soon :P

Watched Transformers on Friday and it was -high pitched- AWESOMEEE! while waiting for my mum to pick us up, me, Ky, Darrion and Chris talked about the show and I've seriously never felt so in love with Transformers till then xD I totally understand why guys spend 200 plus MYR on the models now! Heck, if my boyfriend used my money to do that, I couldn't care less! Hahahah!! That's how cool I think they are :P

Mm Saturday, PLAYED SOCCER! was SO awesome!! I ALMOST scored twice -.- so sad )': I must must MUST score a goal before the end of this year man. I totally suck at it. LOOOL! but still, goals are important! Whether it's the metaphorical one, or the physical, goal post, goal. Haha!

Sunday, JOG FOR HOPE! I mean -clears throat- walk for hope :P was so fun! Even though it was just me and Miyo :D I know this run/jog/WALK was all for charity, but dayumnn. Collegeguyscollegeguyscollegeguys. HEH HEH! (: needless to say what we saw there! (: had so so much fun today (': no, it's not cause of the previous reason -.- 6km of quality bonding time with mah homie yo! (': couldn't have asked for a better weekend (:

Omg shit. This ain't short. OH WELL!

Till another pig flies past my window, this is mandy saying,

DONTCALLMEMANDYORI'LLRAPEYOU! (; BYE!

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On the days I can't see your eyes, I don't even want to open mine <3

2011-04-21T01:24:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt so in love, that even words would be too cheap to sum up all the feelings you have towards the person?

When you feel that he/she deserves more than words, more than a song to know how much you love them, and it frustrates you cause you've tried many times and nothing seems to be good enough to describe your love for that person?

I have (:

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We will never be never be, anything but loud (:

2011-03-29T02:11:00.001+08:00

Perseverance-challenged relationship.

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Cause you! Feel! Like! PARADISE xD

2011-02-16T22:25:00.001+08:00

I just realized something..

My blog layout is really awesome (: HAHA

Each one a line or two, I'm fine baby, how are you (:

2011-02-14T00:01:00.001+08:00

Awww! So in love with this song (: (: Cause it reminds me of you <3

This morning I reached Kanna and had breakfast with Miyo!.. And my parents .__. it was sooo awkward man :x

Went to school for UKH gotong-royong (: it was quite good I guess (: (: was super fun! Thanks to our teacher advisor, Puan Lau's SUPERDUPERAWESOMELYADORABLE little girl (: (:

She's so cuteee! And only 4 (: she kept saying BEEP BEEP!

Lemme summarise cause I typed a whole post and it disappeared (:

- went lunch with Mush, Miyo and Emi plus the little form 1 boy (:
- at ipoh's again -.- ate that on Friday.
- went piano class
- went cycling with Ling Hong
- INTENSIVE! couldn't feel my legs
- went for jacuzzi (: but water was too scalding hot so went for the cold Japanese spa (:
- went for dinner, ate Garfield's favourite food but I can't spell it.
- super tired, slept at 10 /:

P/s : I think you're annoying, BOTH of you. Cause of you two, I have no emotions outlet. Maybe I should just Tupperware them up -.- sucks to be so cranky all the time -.- gah.

On a lighter note,

She's so adorable!! (: (:

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Another winter day, has come and gone away (:

2011-02-12T00:42:00.001+08:00

Okay I give up, gonna go all emo now cause I found a song that reminds me of you :P -points to title of blog post- (:

Hee (: wishing you were here for ahem /: gonna be a really lonely one this year ): well, come to think of it, I only had ONE good one on ahem. But then again it didn't turn out that well /: sigh..

I miss you! ):

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Ay Chico ;D

2011-02-12T00:30:00.001+08:00

Awesomeeeeeee song!! (: (:

Don't know why but I'm listening to Pitbull songs at this hour ( it's 12.17am ) /:

Usually at this time, I'd either be

(a) sleeping. ( not likely though )
I tried sleeping early but everytime I sleep at 11, it'll make no difference in sleeping at 2 -.- cept, if I sleep at 2, my mornings will be hyper, then in the middle of tuition at 3pm I'd just konk out xD Just this wednesday, I went for maths tuition, half way through, i rested my head on the table, and fell asleep /: normal right? Right. Then, my teacher was like
"AMANDA ARRR! what time you sleep last night arrr!"
You know what I said?

I said MMM. then went back sleeping -.- I keep telling myself to get up, but my body wasn't co-operating with my brain at that time, so tough luck. :P
I woke up 15 minutes after that, realised I was far behind everyone and teacher was like FINALLY WAKE UP EDI HOR! meh, I WOULD say it was embarrassing..? But I wasn't embarrassed at all xD kinda was too tired to care ._.

(b) be doing my homework :P
Homework, club stuff, and all those other crap (:

(c) lying on my bed listening to super emo songs :x
Which is what I usually do /:

But today is a whole new thing /: I'm listening to my 'PARTAY!' playlist on my phone xD usually that playlist is only for when lm doing like chores or when I just wanna get high xD or just doing something really dead boring :P

I really wanna listen to emo songs again..? But I think I'd just head to bed with Pitbull's voice in my head :P he's so awesome I tell you! You know how I differentiate awesome singers and average singers? :P

Awesome singers produce awesome music, EVERY track is awesome (: average singers, produce okay songs lah, sometimes really awesome songs, sometimes really bad. So the average of the two, you get, well, an average singer xD

Have yet to find a NON-awesome song from Pitbull :P so therefore, for the time being, he's awesome to me (: (:

Ahhhh! Sho cute (:

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When I think of you, I don't feel so alone (:

2011-02-10T00:21:00.001+08:00

Reading through my last year's diary and thinking back on the times we've spent together (:

Really brings back good memories (':

Miss you so much <3 )':

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There are 2 types of people in the world (:

2011-02-08T00:04:00.001+08:00

EYHHHH! wrong (:

There're many types of people in the world!

But today, I've narrowed em down to 4 :P

These are the 4 type of students (:

1. The super hardworking one that'll finish their homework before the holidays (:

2. The one that STILL gives a damn and rushes their homework (:

3. The one who GAVE a damn, decided it was too much, and gave up giving damns about homework (:

4. And 4, never did, and never will give two damns bout homework (:

I fall in between 2 and 3 (:

2.5) the ones who rush, ended up giving up, still wants to give a shit, but procrastinating it to a later day, preferably tomorrow (:

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Lights will guiiideeeee you home (:

2011-02-01T22:19:00.001+08:00

Whoah! Haven't posted here in ages and suddenly 2 posts in a day (: surpised? Not really, cause I don't have any readers ANYWAYS! /:

Today my day was boring and neutral /: thanks though, to my didi who helped me jailbreak my phone! (: (:

But the highlight of my day is when this guy from tuition remembered my name :P I mean like, I'm always the silent kid that no one notices /: it's so surprising how people will even know I'm there! Cause I'm the kinda girl who's the 'HUH! you were in my tuition MEH!' type. In other words, I'm the silent nerd (:

And no don't get me wrong -.- i don't have a crush on him, or else i'd go, HE KNOWS MY NAME! -dramatic faints- :P I'm just glad that someone made me feel special today (: made me feel like I wasn't a nobody (:

To that random stranger, thank you, you really made my day (:

Sometimes when you're having a rough day, God sends little reminders to let you know no matter what, you're loved (:

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Just as long as there's you and I

2011-02-01T08:37:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I'm not so convinced by the phrase above anymore

Hello,
Blogging from my netbook now cause my iphone blogpress app crashed ): and I can't find anyone that'll -yells- TAKE THEIR TIME OFF, to help me -.-

I don't normally rant bout things that piss me off here cause well, I don't want my yellow sunshine-y blog to be all gloomed over by my sorrowful posts.

Is just like doing a mash-up with Walking on Sunshine and I Don't Love You by My Chemical Romance.

PLUS! Another reason I'm posting my PMS-posts here is cause this is the last place you'd expect it to be. Or if you even notice anything WRONG with the both of us, and I can say you PROBABLY don't even know what's going on.

I try to be as understanding as I can, I swear I do. BUT you just have to make it so damn difficult for me! Everytime we talk, it's either about something, YOU'RE pissed about, or something I'm pissed about. Why can't we have normal conversations where we don't give the silent treatment? And even if we have simple conversations, it always results to either you being pissed at me or I'm being pissed at me for making you pissed.

It's either I'M doing something wrong or YOU'RE being extra sensitive lately. And even if it's you, you won't admit it! What, you're turning into one of those ego-maniacs now? Oh God, you KNOW how I feel about those kinda people! Been there, DONE that, and I certainly DON'T wanna go back!

Miscommunication and the distance is seriously tearing us apart, don't you see that? And you being in that situation doesn't make it any better! I want to talk to you, but I can't. I NEED to talk to you, and work things out. Cause the suspense is slowly ripping me, vein by vein.

You know how fragile I am, why do you still wanna push me off the edge?

You say I've changed, well take a good look at yourself first.

So sick of love songs, so tired of tears

2011-01-09T20:46:00.001+08:00

Yesterday my family and I went for a Japanese buffet and my mum couldn't stop dipping everything into wasabi -.-

So I said : I bet you even put wasabi into your rice!

Mum : Yeah, it's called sushi.

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